Here I am.

1. Still pissed off about that job. You promise to call every applicant, don’t. Don’t have the decency to call people who follow up back.  Or maybe it was just me!

2. My mom had me lined up to work part time at a mental health clinic, and they usually look for people that have a mental illness too. Well, instead of hiring me they gave the full time position to my pill popping cousin (who pops morphine all day because she has “whiplash” from when a door was opened in her face like 10 years ago..yeah). Why hire two part-time people when you can just have the state pay 1 full time person for three months? Ugh. I’m just discouraged about this job thing already. Maybe I should just stay poor and go back to school.

3. Already spent my tax refund by paying off my credit card bill and bills for next month. Womp womp. 

4. To top this all off, my brother thought it would be oh so funny to text me after his court hearing (in which he was getting sentenced) to say: “Your brother is in jail. This is mom.” While I am at work..and it’s extremely busy and hectic. While I am in a room with 20 dogs, with a glass window looking out into the store. So yeah, I was definitely sobbing, hyperventilating and you know, being worried about my brother’s well being and safety. I ask to make a phone call, call my mom frantically and OH LOL WE WERE JUST KIDDING HAHAHAHA GOT YOU! OH, YOU FELL FOR THAT? MAN YOU’RE STUPID. So just so everyone knows..I am stupid for crying because I was told that my brother, who was getting sentenced today and could have faced jail time, was in jail. Just so we’re clear.

5. I am exhausted from work so I think all of this other shit just makes me more upset. I walked into work yesterday to 82 dogs. Half of them were leaving that day. Do you know how tiring it is to have 40 dogs pulling at you to go home? Fuck man. It was the same today too.

I’m also PMSing and about to start my period 2 weeks late and 2 pregnancy tests later so that’s probably why I’m such a whiny bitch. That is all. Goodbye.